well what should i say? i guess i was wrong for flaring up at you when u made that comment about me. perhaps its just not your luck that you have me as your colleague. you clearly know, i am not the typical kind of guy. and with that, i come forth with extra sensitivity, extra bitchiness and extra temper and attitude u probably wouldnt see in someone like shifu. you and the company have my full passion in this job, and thats what keeping me with the store. i am that kind of person. once i am into it, my entire body, heart and soul goes into it. and while i am at it, i appreciate that my work and efforts and contributions are recognised and appreciated rather than getting niam-ed at every chance possible. and when things go haywire, i feel its more important that we set things right first before anything else. now u know why i hate the working culture that freaking-cheap-piece-of-meat put us in.

i understand what you are getting at my dear. i understand that you dont always mean things the way u put it, just like u always dont take it to heart the way i say things about you. and i appreciate that the both of us have such a good chemisty, be it at work or past our working hours. i understand that you are a lady, and a lady should have what it takes to be a lady, which includes a touch of bitchiness. you are a nice lady though, seriously.

i guess u and i just want to run this store well, seriously. u have been given the task as a store supervisor to take charge of this store and keep it up and running, and of course making sure it makes as much money as possible. and we as your junior staff are here to support you as much as we can, to the best that we could. u always have my support in all matters that we have to undertake in all areas of store operations, and i always take it very personally that i am putting in enough effort to not only do my own part well, but to also cover whats lacking amongst all of us. thats why it hit me so badly when u didnt even bother to say hi before shooting me a mistake which i overlooked, not on purpose but whatever it was, i overlooked.

would i even think that paper bags might be running out when exactly one day before, i personally single handedly transported 4 big loads of paper bags into the storeroom myself.

well, all that needs to be said has been said. i have to say that i have nothing that i am not pleased about with this job and with all of us. whatever there is, you know i would definitely voice it out to you. otherwise i would have worked it into my working routine myself. i am sorry for that burst of emotions over the virtual chat. oh yar one thing, we always have issues with communication when we are not talking face to face if you realise. thats why whenever the both of us happen to meet each other, i always seem to have alot of issues to talk to you about.

well, here's my public apology. take it, or leave it. (hahahas) i still love u, nonetheless.

there is this very nice old australian ah-gong who came into my store today. nicely and slowly, he asked if we sell ferrari watches. to which i very nicely guided him to the display case where we stock our nicey watches. hahas he is so 慈祥 lah, loved him to bits! he so slowly and so nicely asked if those few were the ones we had and when i answered yes, he so slowly from his right butt pocket took out his boarding pass first, followed by this magazine page he tored out from some (watch this*) dubai magazine!! hahahas i was so stunned when i saw words in some language i will never in this life know how to read or comprehend and then he so slowly unfolded it from quarters to half and then opened it totally to reveal this particular ferrari watch he was so keen on. and yes, that particular one is really quite a beauty.

too bad we dont sell that, mr aussie ah-gong. but ah-gong was so keen on getting himself a ferrari watch and so he went to usher in his nice classy wife who was so patiently waiting outside the store for him. and then the couple started their discussions on the red chrono watch that ah-gong took a fancy for among the rest on the shelves. mdm wifey was such a lovely lady, she told ah-gong that if he likes it, he should take it. awwww how nice of her sia! dont we all just love it when we hear people saying that, and that wifeys are not disallowing their husbands to spend. hahas and of course, ah-gong decided to take the red chrono watch in replacement of the dubai watch which i dont even know still exist somewhere or not.

yays my first blogpost using my new lappy!!! =D yah0o0o0oS oh yea my daddy finally bought me a new lappy le! or rather, i finally brought my father to go buy me a lappy liaos. hahas my so-so-so belated 21st birthday present. muahahahas the hp pavilion dv3-2211. stop asking why i dont wana get a mac. wells, i dont think i am game for it yet and shall just stick to my windows. i did once told myself before, if i get a windows lappy then i shall top it up with a iMac in times to come, and vice versa. so yaR, that will be how it shall go lor. in any case, thanks alot DADDY for this wonderful birthday pressie!!! loved it to bits and will take very good care of it one!

next up, to get my new friend a really cool lappy case.

work has been quite smooth these past few days. yesterday was another superb night at work. has almost twice the amount of sales compared to saturday night. pretty satisfied with myself this few days really. pushed so many of our last pieces to nice nice customers. and i only did realise after so much yesternight, that most of the time the last pieces i pushed were always much more expensive than those they were initially looking at. but still, satisfied customers they were. and that's whats most important. ;-)

down to my last 1.3k to hit this month's target. hopefully it can be done. morning sales have been pretty erratic lately (>.<)

its 4:22am, according to the time on this desktop. and i ask myself why aint i sleepy at all. the bug just isnt getting into me i guess. yes i am tired, but just physically exhausted from all the hassle i had back at work the evening just past. someone once told me that blogging late at night aint very good for the soul, u either release all the thoughts tangling in your mind before u head to bed or u bring them with you into your dreams. which is a 50-50 that u might go to sleep with a not-so-calm mind. i dont know what it will be for me, guess i cant really be bothered. its friday coming up and i got no work, gonna just stay home and do the mopping like i promised my mum to. fridge is pretty empty too, which means i have to rack my brain harder when my stomach starts growling cos its lunchtime. hahs!*

so many different emotions caught up within me as i worked alongside kimmie today but i guessed the workload just left me too busy to experience each and every one of them. my first time selling the BBR. yes now i am gonna let that emotion set in. ITS MY FIRST TIME SELLING THE FREAKING SGD$1129 BBR!!!!! =D and its a classic tessarossa model somemore. all thanks to the guy who has a very long name cos he is a thai. hahas and yes he is a ferrari car importer in thailand who hasnt got that particular model in his collection yet. lucky me! i actually wasnt exhilarated when i closed that deal, just total shagness, especially due to the freaking guy with the damn lather jacket.

and yes, my 2nd time selling the leather jacket this year!! oh wells, its another freaking irritating snobbish unreasonable (actually he isnt unreasonable, he just doesnt wana listen to OUR reasoning...) european that is so completely horrible and went to use the internet in the airport to find out whats the price of the leather jacket online. someone just fuck this hairy-chested big size moron till he calls his mum to come and save him. p0oF* but whatever lah, he bought it with a 10% discount and thats another piece of "unsellable" off the store's inventory and yea, boosting me sgd 2k nearer to my target for this month.

alright fine, i am not the kind of person who keeps emotions to myself, especially not when i am happy. when i am happy, i want the whole world to know i am happy. it helps to lift each other's spirits you know. precisely the purpose why Man are made to talk and communicate with each other. and when i have no one to share my joy and happiness with, it becomes trapped within me till it just disappears. passing by your workplace late at night for the 2nd time tonight when i was on my way home and it just got me thinking about you again. more than one week has passed since u last smsed me. almost 2 weeks since the last time u spoke to me. i dont fancy this silence, really. thank you very much.

i got cravings to head straight into JB today, like friday. really strong desire to. bahz!*

once again, caspian tells himself that he wanna get his blog up and surviving. and so once again, he starts afresh with a new blogskin and may he keep his faith going strong! =D

这几天，也不知是因为什么，老是觉得非常纳闷。放了工，又不想回家，也没有多少想出门的兴致。老是赖在店里，终究也不是最好消磨时间的办法。*叹s*

really wana thank all the friends who accompanied me last week. really took my mind off lotsa things and just happily get through every other day, feeling a sense of fulfillment as i got into bed each night. not the first time hanging out with ashley and the babe already, but never knew drinking karaoke-ing and having a long stroll to FINALLY reach our destination (3 mrt stops away!) for our late-night picnic would have been so much enjoyable! =D we should hang out more often, so long as the two bfs have no issues with me! hahahas and partyworld on thursday evening with ah kim, xiaonu and SHAOJING was truly exhilarating as well!!! hahas thank the 3 ladies for being such great sporting people and agreed to k till so late at such short notice. but not fair not fair, i wana go again!! my voice didnt do me justice that night, didnt even know i have such a vocal tone in the first place, and shitty shaoz still dare to go and post a so non-justifiable video on facebook. ah SHAO, when your momma has recovered dont forget our date again alrights! i will continue to pray for her! =D

i am just so so so so B O R E D at work right now. no flights = no passengers = no potential customers = no customers = nobody for me to play and talk to... >.< *bye bye 哔哔车 skinny auntie!!!* =D yeah droning on again, no one for me to play and talk to right now!!! =( on average, its like only 3 people (who arent airport staffs) that passes by the store in like every 5minutes..? woo got BC angmoh!!! =P look at car, stare at car.. stare somemore.. look.. yes look.. he dont want buy the california display model!!!! =( why why why........

one.three.five.four.three.MORE to go!!! *faints* and i only have 5 more days.

b0o b0o its been so long since i came to update my bloggie. oh wells, ferrari store, cafe world and my special someone have taken up most of my time, but i have to say i am really content with my life right now.

work has been full of ups and downs.. loads of running arounds.. squatting and climbing, kneeling and stretching.. getting pissed of by 22s, and getting blessed by the golden 40s or 50s. oh well, eve isnt in the store right now, got ordered by the boss to go bank >.<>.<

how do people blow bubblegum de?? how come i can not blow bubble out of my gum?? why is world so unfair?? *bahz!* =P

sales is going really slow for the past few days. this isnt good, i cant hit my sales target for this month. which means, less money for me to spend next month. and next month is december, christmas month. talk about chain effect! *bahz!* wells, but glad to say that i do meet wonderful mystery shoppers around. yesterday when i was so very devastated with my sales performance at night, one nice daddy came in and made my day! he drives a porsche, goes on first class in SIA but bought a 400bucks worth set of jacket and cap for his dear sonny who is only 5. like wow! he said he cant buy for himself cuz he cant be betraying his porsche, but err its still blatant betrayal on the son's part ahh! but well, loved him to bits still cuz he immediately picked the $359 jacket when i couldnt bring out the appropriate size for him for the $139 one. *bahz!* =P

and this nicey uncle from brisbane.. w0otz i just loved him too! just came into the store and took 3 jackets off the rack. pity his sonny is so frigging big tummy and had no better choice but to take the 200bucks jacket. and he dropped his namecard on my counter before leaving! like errr, am i supposed to drop him a call when he is back in brisbane and ask him hurry hurry come back buy things from me when my sales is bad again..?? hahahas =P

i still need alot more sales for this month!!! =X

seven.zero.four.two.point.four.seven *faints*

m.o.n.d.a.y.2.3.1.1.0.9. m.y. o.f.f. d.a.y.

went out with kim and lenny to town today. its been so long i went shopping in town. and yes, (urgh) my first ever time i went to like really shop ion orchard. kim was nice enough to walk through all the storeys in ion with me, looking at all the brands that are offered in there. and i am so gonna make the burberry store my face brand in ion orchard!!! they carry all the nicey nicey things that i so very much wanted when i went to view their websites!!!! apparently dfs doesnt carry them, oh wells my oh-so-frequent shopping trips to the burberry store several shops down were never successful... ... and the hooded zip up sport jacket is retailing at 575 sing dollars!! oogaachagaa!!!!~ i thought it might cost up to 1k sia, going by the value in some foreign currency quoted on the website. and its gonna frigging 575!!! now i am reconsidering my options, should i get it... ... ??? mmmhmmm hahahahas =P

saw alot of people around today. had a lot of talk with kimiko today too. and didnt have time to tug b to bed today. oh wells, b must be really mad at me *hengz* hahas

the rain has been going on for 3hours, and it doesnt seem as though Heaven has run out of water to pour on the Earth as yet. big rain, gloomy sky misty windows... all perfect for a wonderful afternoon nap. gawd if it rains so much in the afternoon, wouldnt it become warm and humid tonight? the wall fan in my room is going bonkier the past week and i am kinda reluctant to have my aircon turned on. hope tonight will be conducive for a good night's sleep! :)

its a slow wednesday morning right here at changi airport. today's crowd is filled with loads of locals, supposedly already beginning their end-of-year trips to places i never been to before. benno is in the opposite shop leaning against the counter facing a similar destiny as i am this morning ~ no customers, no sales!!! =( first time i am stuck with zero sales during the morning rush hour [how can this even be true???] do i really have to miss my target this month... i dont wana break my working record so soon nia... but i am still thousands of sing dollars away from my required perfomance level. haiz what to do?

seven.six.nine.point.one.seven*seven.nine.two.point.zero.two more to go